Sometimes I just need to breath

I procrastinate. That is the simple fact at hand. I have always done that first. Instant gratification has always been at the forefront of my decision making. That is a problem.

It is not that I do not get I things done I just wait until the last minute to do them. Sometimes this is not a issue but other times this causes problems. For example my house.

I have been putting off some house repairs for a while. Nothing too major but just somethings things I need to get done. They are things that I could put off because they are not huge issues. Except for the simple fact that I am putting my house up for sale in 2 months. I am moving and I need to sell the house.

So now I am freaked out just trying to get everything done. The more I look at the house the more I find needs to be fixed. Painting, gutters, grout to name a few.

I know that these are all things that I will get done. I always do. I replaced a bunch of tiles in my kitchen, that is something that I want to do before Christmas, and it was done before Christmas. I am continuing building. Last of things that need to get done. I think I am just a little embarrassed because I will have no show off the house to my realtor before I finish everything. I am embarrassed because these are all things at should have taken care of. Hell I had 2 years (and we are 1.5 years into that 2 years).

In my heart of hearts I know that everything will work out the way it needs to. I just hope that at the end of it all I will grow from the experience.